It is a pain to think of Cedric as no longer there.
Now I am just very sad. Cedric has always been for me an exemplar of integrity and honesty, more so in some ways even than Beyers, a person of true faith where so many others have failed.
I remember fondly the many occasions I was welcomed in your home and the confidence and trust that was there. I thank you for that.
And I wish you very well as you move forward, now without Cedric, but I hope with family and friends that will fill at least some of a deep gap.
With warm wishes.